Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Sunday, November 25, 2007

I like talking about myself, but I don't want all of MySpace to know!!!

1.Honestly, how many people have you had "STRONG" feelings for?
-I pretty much only feel strongly.

2. Honestly, what color is your shirt?
-I'm wearing 4 right now. they are all different colors!

3. Honestly, what's on your mind?
-lame science writing.

4. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
-See 3.

5. Honestly, do you think you are attractive?
-Jessica told me once that I'm lucky to be attractive in more than one way. I trust her.

6. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
-I gave someone a shoe wedgie with a soccer cleat. by accident.

7. Honestly, do you watch Wild n' Out ?
-is that the family melodrama-comedy with the retarded son?

8. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
-only tara reid. those tits!!!

9. Honestly, who makes you happy most of the time?
-my friends, my family.

10. Honestly, how long is your hair?
-not too long. I got the peggy fleming shit turned up to eleven.

11. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?

12. Honestly, do you have deep secrets?
-well, kind of. I tell them all when I get drunk.

13. Honestly, are you smart?
-more in some ways than others.

14. Honestly, are you mean?
-I could be, but who wants that?

15. Honestly, who did you copy and paste this from?
-Rogue, who I never see.

16. Honestly, where would you rather be right now?
-in the future, next Friday, with this stupid work all done.

17. Honestly, do you love someone?
-uh, ever heard of humanity?!?!?

18. Honestly, who was the last person to call you and what did they say?
-Jessica mentioned the craft store--whether I wanted to get crazzy with her, a glue gun, and molly.

19. Honestly, is there anything currently annoying you?
-my own inability to focus, a little cold that kept me from running as fast as I'd have liked at soccer.

20. Honestly, what was the last thing you ate?
-a little broken part of a fancy bar of dark chocolate.

21. Honestly, have you gone out of your way to make a new friend?
-without being insincere, I think it's my m.o. I love people a lot.

22. Honestly, do you shower?

23. Honestly, are you desperate?
-desperate to be done with grad school. a little bit desperate to get a funny dog.

24. Honestly, are you single?

25. Honestly, ever made anyone cry?
-ech, I think so.

26. Honestly, have you ever cried over someone?
-oh jeez. ech.

28. Honestly, have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
-over all kinds of things.

29. Honestly, have you kissed someone of the opposite sex this week?

31. Honestly, what were you doing last night at twelve?
-sleeping on the couch while a movie ended.

32. Honestly, are you normally a happy person?
-yes! but not a vacant person.

33. Honestly, what makes you mad?
-mostly dishonesty and cowardice.

34. Honestly, does being with your friends make you happy?
-yo, it's like a fucking supercure.

35. Honestly, do you believe in yourself?
-100%, but not always correctly. in my own head, I'm a total dynamo with limitless energy and no need for sleep. those dynamo qualities are not actually real.

36. Honestly, are you a good kisser?
-depends who I'm kissing.

37. Honestly, is cheating acceptable?
-dude, it's cheating. which, by definition, is uncool. you can get expelled from school for that shit, right? so you can get expelled from a relationship, too. that said, we all do the best we can to take care of ourselves and the people we love. shit happens.

38. Honestly, have you ever laughed until you cried?
-at a gumby video, most recently.

39. Honesty, do you have something you want to tell someone?
-I could tell my friends that I love them?

40. Honestly, are you a relationship person?
-guess it depends who I'm relating to.

41. Honestly, what time did you wake up this morning?

42. Honestly, when is the last time you went shopping?
-some undies at marshall's last week.

43. Honestly, are you missing somebody right now?
-like, who is missing from my inventory? my dad.

44. Honestly, do you trust your friends?
-doyee. we are more than friends: we are thanes.

45. Honestly, are you afraid to fall in love?
-are you afraid of having too much fun?

46. Honestly, who was the last person to make you laugh?

47. Honestly, what was the last movie you watched?
-No Country for Old Men. I started Late Spring last night, but snoozed out.

48. Honestly, what was your first thought this morning?
-"bed is so nice."

49. Honestly, what's one thing that's always in you refrigerator?
-the one thing that actually, permanently lives in there is some ketchup neither of us uses. it would be a big surprise, though, if I opened up my fridge and there were no carrots, collard greens, or apples.

50. Honestly, what is your biggest fear?
-all the sad usuals, plus me being alone with them.

It ain't warm.

Some recent dreams:

Saturday, November 24, 2007

holy rod full of grace.

i guess i share some features with this stud. i don't mind.

can we go to bennigan's? i heard they have pringles.

afterwards we can up our friend connection by reading this:


have a laugh!

Friday, November 23, 2007

nostalgic for now.

here i am. listening to the woods over and over again. writing papers and wearing layers. i got this new thing that flashes all my photos on the side of my screen. i love looking over and seeing some smiling friend or a spooky bridge or the view from the top of a mountain. it reminds me that i've been a lot of places, met a lot of people. cultivated the real. it's hard to remember while in the thick of it. in all reality i may take a picture today and see it on my screen tomorrow. and feel it. life is special. and hard right now.

so i'm going to clean my closet. and write my life story.

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

sleepy teeth and 80 degrees.

it sun rained today. a lazy susan filled with all my favorite things:
rain, sunlight, ducks, trees, water and corn.
just spinning around. i feel like i need to chill out in the mountains. or the beach. i kinda want to ride my bike up the natchez trace. let's take a trip. breathe. breathe. give me a hug.

Sunday, November 11, 2007

dream weavers.

i am mystified by:
-the intensity of powerful dreams.
-the lure.
-the answer.

Thursday, November 8, 2007

A mini-headbutt to the heart.

Lame as it may sound, I am all mixed up in my brain about a certain departure for CT.

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

Just remember the time.

The Dwarf

Now it is September and the web is woven.
Now the web is woven and you have to wear it.

The winter is made and you have to bear it,
The winder web, the winter woven, wind and wind,

For all the thoughts of summer that go with it
In the mind, pupa of straw, moppet of rags.

It is the mind that is woven, the mind that was jerked
And tufted in straggling thunder and shattered sun.

It is all that you are, the final dwarf of you,
That is woven and waiting to be worn,

Neither as mask nor as garment but as being,
Torn from insipid summer, for the mirror of cold,

Sitting beside your lamp, there citron to nibble
And coffee dribble . . . Frost is in the stubble.

So, what I'm saying, friends, is that it's Wallace Stevens time. Fall is upon is, the crow has scared and so on. Wine at night with friends in the yard. Something is leaving, but it feels good.

Monday, November 5, 2007

In case you missed it.....

"It's like a stuffed animal." oh Tyra.

Sunday, November 4, 2007

a little more enchantment.

this day. has been real long. lots of sun. bikes. rocks. laughs. dreads. and heart. i feel frozen and warm.

Thursday, November 1, 2007

unlock the streisand....

oh, heck. i never knew that funny girl barbara held so much power.
she has totally dated:
-richard gere
-peter jennings
-andre agassi (pre pony massacre)
-don johnson
kris kristofferson!

check out robert deniro.